Super busy with work now a days. I basically have no days off that much anymore and if I do, I still have a full day of tasks to finish and events to attend to. Little stressed I guess you can say. Overall, I guess I am doing alright. What makes me sad is that this will be the first Christmas that my brother won’t be with our family. He’ll be in So Cal visiting his other family. Really can’t do nothing about it. It’s Christmas, I should be really happy since it’s the most wonderful time of the year. But lately, the only thing I hear ringing in my head is this. “I want to pretend that you don’t exist.” I still can’t get over how someone would want to say that to me and mean it. It’s something that I can’t forget because til this day, it still hurts. I really don’t know that many people who has gone through this type of situation but it’s hard to talk about it because during this time of year, love plays a big part during the holidays.